My best friend is coming to save me today! I love him he’s the bomb.com. The last few days have been kind of shoddy but I handled them well, I think. I swam between the sun and the moon last night and it cancelled all this negativity out. The vibing has been swell and the lessons I’ve learned from the shit have made me so vibrant today. My freckles, they’re apparent haha. The day will feed me it’s warmth and the night will douse me in luck and liquor, I’m sure. Big ups to my life longer, Johnny, for lending me his home and allowing me to read and reflect. I put my days on diary scrap and I burn it away. Let go ~ everything is new now. Have a beautiful life, everyone :)
"I don’t know" is what comes to mind. I don’t know what’s wrong but I know something isn’t right. I’m having the greatest time, I really am! I’ve done so much; I’ve read plenty, witnessed some, explored further, and lived so vibrantly in the moment. I feel myself affecting people all around me everyday. I can see the give I give back to the universe and it’s amazing! I’m so addicted. I feel limited sometimes, though… Cut down somehow. I’m doing so right by myself that it makes me wonder if I’m doing wrong by someone else. I just want well for my friends, and those that are beyond that… I want to see and understand everything that I’m privileged with. I can’t singularly focus my attention, I want to absorb all the knowledge and relationships and perspectives that I can. I don’t think he understands that enough to over look his own insecurities. But then again, I don’t know.
Here’s to bigger and better posts ~